I have been Browsing thhru people's Bloggy and just realised that They Loses their Soulmate so called Future LifePartner for now should sayy ,, How Saddenning . I remember once when Best.f Soffi had gone thru this also . He shared his Experience and thoughts ; the Mann that nver always try to Cheer me up whenever Times are downn . Best.F Sufi I Loveeed youu Mannn ~ Let me list few things that He shared his love story and i must say He's quite Likeable butt Heartless too . It may not be a Professial Speaker but there's truely a Thing youu cann learned from it .

Not Mine ; But His .
At first when I saw her ; I thought everything is gonna changed if she wilingly to spend her life with me . Each day has a Meaning for me to went to school for educationn ; to me she's my inspirational of the days and for the upcoming too . Days has become months andd finally I Have decided to take she as my mine Life prtner . But when I think back, I'm havinng second thoughts. As i know that we both shared the same feels and affection for eacch other ; the girl bestfried knew that she is waiting fior this andd ready to heared andd acceppt willingly . What apity,, Bst.f Soffi having phobia all over and selfishly hurt people Feeling without noticinng at all . I still remember when we first meet and contact . Back then i think its all Lovee at First Sight . We bacame close friends ; we shared no secrets ; we spend time together like there's no tomorrow andd bothh knows that "you're mine Crush and I'm your crush . When One particular day , I started to liedd to her and spend utmost of my time with someone new in my life . I started to lied to her ; annoyyed andd spendig the least time with her . I feel like I wanted to Run away from her Not because she sucks but because ; I'm the Selfish Freaak . No matter what ; the Things between me and her is the Bestest I told myself . I intend to Avoid her , I did not reply her Textes ; Msn chat and meeting up . All i told myself; I don't have the courages . Courages , courrages . I'm being totallly selfish and heartless to her . Till one fine dayy ; we hadd a talk to talk . Bestf Soffi spilled the beans thru Msn chatting . The girl may look as brave as it is but actualy deep inside they are bleeding profuselyy .


The girl keep telling herself why and why and whats happeningg . However ; she came by the words "Eveything Changes ; Everyone Changes". She understand the meaning andd told herself to move on to better life and wanted no revenge in return . She said Life is hard to come by but I persevere andd i think I DIDDD ITTT ~ She just said ,"Evenn if you're changing can't youu atleast told me the truth ? I asked youu this and that but youu replied one words . I may not be the one who cann say this but I must really let it out ; You are looking for Womenn with perfection . But let me tell youu this ; Youu did this to me fine Its Okaay . But in times to come ; I just wishh youu Simple Happiness . I hope that youu will get your Dream Girl with totally Perfection all over . Best wishes *

Thats all that Best.F Soffi shared with me about his life story . Lastly he quoted this "Everyone Changing and Eveything Changing too ".Let it went Smoothly . I typed it all so Long ; Stop here . Best.f youu don't scold me tht you're secret has leaked out by me .
hehhhhh~