Diaaan Maaary J ,

IM BACK BLOGGING

2011-01-11T23:28:00.004+08:00

Im back blogging! dont asked me why i started blogging but i should say that im very very busy with alot of things nowadys. Im busy with work and school at the same time. I cant just quit my job straight away, like seriously I have make alot of friendly staff at the zoo. I guess thats the case that I cant simply quit, hehhhehhee. But studies should come first, ahhh i dont know what am i doing.

I have been ignored by my goodbest guy friend idk how to put into words but i dont know what happened to me. I just feels like a fool, my friend would usually pop out a chat and asking me how school is but now seems that everything is the other way round. Or is it totally my fault? What happened, can someone or even you telled me what is happening? Ahh i think i will just forget it and ignored what happen. I will just take that its my fault. The calculator guy. Woah i seriously missed chatting with my bestfriend, now its like a separate world with Enemies all around. Sho sad.

May peace be upon you then.

2010-11-02T21:33:00.005+08:00

Okay, what should i update? Have been tumblr-ing for the past few months and left unattended to this blogger. So, I guess today its time for me to update my blog, so yeah. N level was quite manageble , heart pain too for the careless mistakes done. What done, cant make it undone. *sighs* So lets dont talk about this, lets talk about now, whats happening and so on . HAHAHAHAHA. Life has been great with great people and company, I have been enjoying and most importantly regaining my appetite back. I dont know why I have been craving nice foods . Such as ben and jerry, Bbq chicken and so on. Perangai budak gemuk sayer, *winks* I will meet you up soon Sharizal and Irfan .

xoxoxo, missed.

2010-10-19T13:00:00.000+08:00

I will update as soon as possible, miss me.

xooxoxo.

2010-10-08T21:20:00.004+08:00

I have been busy lately, had been enjoying alot with H. And I must thank H for spending time with me and make me appreciate chem. As a result, I did chem without much problems. Thank you so much handsome. HAHHAHAHAHA. Monday , exams are officially over. I cant wait cus Im so gonna meet my long lost Dearest I. Okay sssshhh for now, private laa sikit Adian idrany. Ouhya, I have never been stuck with this despo sick guy. Oh my god, hes really sick, That guy. Astarafiruluh halazim. Megucap banyak banyak. Okay, will update this as soon as possible.

2010-09-25T20:53:00.004+08:00

I had totally enjoyed myself when raya-ing with Primary mates. This year everything wents well, two thumbs up to you abbas. (: You do keep your promise, Although with a pair of 2inch high heels that make my both feets hard to walk, I have really enjoyed myself. Will upload more pictures soon. Its a promised.

Thanks guys, I love you all banyak-banyak. Muahs.

2010-09-25T17:03:00.008+08:00

Aidilfitri was great but not as great as what i was expected, Dont asked me why. More pictures on facebook, I malas uh want tunggu so long to upload Raya pictures at blogger. Sorry people and ouhya. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri and Forgive all my sins.

May peace be upon you.

2010-09-05T00:39:00.004+08:00

I miss blogging , yeah very much wanted to blog. But have been rotting myself with studies. N lvel's are like in 2days time. Believe that ? For me, I'm still slacking. I guess so, I need some refreshment. I neeed some space for excitement. I need some happiness. And lastly, I need to go somewhere where no one's can hear me. I wanna share my problems to someone. Someone who will be there for me bet that ups or down. Bestfriend have been busy herself, I dont want to be burden to her plus i know shes having problems too. I guess I have to do this alone.

Xoxoxoxo,

Adianidrany.

2010-08-28T00:06:00.003+08:00

Finally I'm done with Prelim Examination, relieved much. Rated all : i have study basically all subject's excluded Biology and History. Correction, History i have memorise important points but it did not come up, was utterly disappointed. Yeaaaaah, I guess i have done baaadly for it. I keep reminding myself this, prelim is the time to realise your mistakes and do better in major examinations such as N level. I really hoped to see my prelim points but i guess we are not going to get it after two weeks later starting from today. Melayu paper was lil bit disappointment, was expecting more marks for compo but everytime will always get 32 marks nevertheless higher than that. Things to do each from now, reaad up social studies notes and pick up composition skills. Must do, yeaah.

My days are occupied with studies, I have been rotting myself at home for the past one month. Resting and spend time with families, help mum cleaned the house. Was quite interesting as semuaa orang cakaap apa tu ? SAKEEET RAYAAAA. HAHAHAHAAA.

As for love, I'm not contacting anyone. And Imma HAPPPY BITCH.

Muahmuah.

2010-08-08T22:33:00.002+08:00

In the past, I'm grateful that I own myself a great parents. But nowww, everything doesnt went well for me. Having avoiding from mum for the past one week, makes me realised that I should really obeyed her advise in the last few days. But when I think back, Its not fair to me. I know mum went hard times to bring me up and I appre that , but there's one thing I cant close my eyes. I dislike it when mum are being favouritism . She favours brother more than me, yeah at this point of age i should not be jealous and acting like a small kid but somehow I really wish everything could be fair for once.

Like I said before, I dont mind mum being favouritism but for once there are limits to my tolerance. Brother came home late , mum just smiles and goes back to sleep. But when it comes to me , Start with her K-babble. Girls are girls. Adian idrany, you're awesome.

2010-08-05T03:31:00.004+08:00

I'm busy with studies , have been going out night study with Rey . National day are coming. I really wished to watch the fireworks with someone that would be able to hear my grouse. Will update as ssoon as possible. As always, takecare out there. And I would keep this, I miss you badly .

2010-07-31T15:05:00.004+08:00

Hello Bloggers, missing me for not updating. Okaay Diaaaaan shut dup. My blog have been rust for too many days and I guess its time for me to update. I really wish to update my blog daily but I have been busy with studies. Yeahyeah, I have been studying night till 10+pm daily with
Reyy. Basically after self-studying in school, went home changed up and headed to macs. Yeah studying. I have been busy , totally busy with studies since N levels are just one months awaay. I have started to feel the shivers sinced I have done quite rojak for my Malay Oraaaaaaal. English oral was Okay, I talked to the examiner non-stop till the examiner said goood, goood. HHAHAHAHAAHA, I was all over the moon maaaaan. I wanna share some answers that I gave to the examiner.

Do you prefer to live in a cold weather or hot weather?
I answered ; I prefer to live in a cold weather. This is because in singapore is a very hot weather. And nowadays typical singaporeans never fails to complain about the weather. But there are good and bad advantages about cold weather. If it's raining heavily, your mood will be cooling and happy but whenever it started to rain and at that point of time you holding to your N level coursework then it would be trouble for you. I guess sometimes I prefer hot weather too and To be truthful , I think I am a Typical singaporeans who always complain about the hot weather.
The examiner smile widely and looked at me . My oraal was like 15 mins while others is so fast. I'm happy about it cus I got 10 marks for my reaaaaaaaading!

I don't need Love to make me happy.
Yeah what i wrote came really from the bottom of my heart. I'm not lying to myself whereas I'm being truthful to myself. I just dont know why people need love to make them happy i mean we can just live our lives up without love. However despite all times when I'm in love, there would never been a happy one for me. All ended unhappily. I'm not complaining but yeah trust me this is freaking gettin out of control. Why guys like to hurt girls and why must they be a womaniser freak ? I dont mean to critise anyone here, its just a question that I have been thinking all over the months after someone ditched me.

I'm done updating my rusty blog, Takecare people. Muahmuah.

2010-07-21T23:22:00.008+08:00

Basically i wanted to update my rusty blog few days ago but internet was such a biatch for the past few days, I had problem uploading the picture, Had problems updating my tumblr which fails every minture I wanted to update. This is si Fcuking irritating. Basically saturday went to eat with Ika and Aisha + Hafiz and shalihin tagging along. After had our lunch, all went separate ways and I went to followed shalihin with the jamming. Overaall, it was okaaaaaaaaaay. I don't feel a little bored at all, Idk whyyy. HAHHAHAHAHA, maybe my first time going there and experience. *kening naik naik* wanna meet aisha at night but she wanna go home , so had ice cream with shalihin and went back home. And popiah roll-roll , thanks for the daay and before i forget Get well sooon. HAHHAHAAHHA, okay i think I'm done here. Enjoy the pics people.

I miss *insert name*

Takecare and Mi sses yeah *insertname*.

2010-07-08T01:47:00.002+08:00

No words can describe how much they rock my life, they are simple beyond too Awesome, Forever the Bestest Clique I have. Rock on people .

2010-07-05T22:46:00.003+08:00

Since popiah wanna fame , I will give him abit of my fame. HAHAHAHAHA. Mampuuuss if he see this, *kening naik-naik*. Basically meet popiah at Plaza Singapura tht time when was going out with primary mates but seems that everyone need to be home early as tomorrow schooling so I texted popiah to meet me there. Keoch uhh that epok epok basi guyy. HAHAHAHAH. Like seriously kan Shalihin your hair tak perlu laaa. Macam epok epok basi sia like that , and no offence pleaase. Anyway macam mana pun , you rock laaa popiaaaah and thanks for the night . And before I forget let me describe you in some ways. Baik ? Not that baik always take girls for granted, ooooppps. Corrrection , I mean every girl always wanna you . Idk why , kalaU BAIK takpe jugak . Okay so fake, actually you're a nice guy but not so nice like my kawan <3.

2010-06-30T04:44:00.004+08:00

Firstly unprepared for school and Secondly ; Coursework sucks ):
I was unprepared for school, i have not finish up all my June assignment and lots lots lots homework. I swear I'm not gonna finish it, I'm busy , yeah utterly busy with Design and tech coursework. I guess everyone is rushing now to hand in their work and I was one of them . Tsktsk. How pathetic is it ? Two days straight was in school with Madam chua plus other dnt students, stay up so late till 9pm and I swear this is my first time doing so . I told you , I have never been love that school but I guess i started to love it till I have to go back late, Thank you. Thank you so much (: *sarcastic enough* Coursework please finish fast for goddness sake , I wanna my hols and i wanna to concentrate other studies. I dont want to stuck and stick there for you coursework. HAHAHAHAHA.

I am so tired , very very tired. I'm tired of school and many things. Like i said i dont work hard for my happiness cus I tend to give people chance for their happiness eventhough it looks out of question.You told me that you are not like the past I'm having and you told me that you;re different . Thank you cus you told me a lie, Thanks dearest and takecare always. I buried myself alone and think and think. But nothing good came inside my mind cus I know I will never commit myself to you because I dont wanna hurt people around me . Thanks for being there whenever I need someone to talk too. Awaaaaaaaak rock laaa , and I wanna sleep now.I guess i have update my rusty blog, HAHAHAHAHA.

Goodnight people, rememer this. " Takecare and have a great day ahead! and another one " Goodnight dearest. Misses. Loves. " Remember that people.

2010-06-27T13:05:00.008+08:00

Crazy people , crazy company , crazy night and crazy awesome day. I love them alot , xoxoxo! (:

2010-06-24T11:30:00.011+08:00

This was when I remember my camera skills are better than yours right Muhd Irfan ? HAHAHAHAH. Padahal-padahal kan . Nevermind laa give me face sudaah. Went to meet up Irfan at somerset and headed to cineleisure. Upon reaching, I wanted to watch Karate Kid but he wanna watch toy story 3 . So , Adian is always the mediator, I let him watch tht movie, see what a kind soul adian idrany. HAHAHAHHA. At the end of the movie, Irfan thought i was crying cus got this touching part but then my contacts are hurting inside.

Main asal boleh je ini anak Khairudin. HAHHAHHA. After movie, went to Ben and jerry and had my waffles ! (: Ada orang baik belanja! HAHAHAHAHA. The waffles are crispy than what you have Aisha, HAHAHAHA. It was awesome. After had my light dinner went to sit near taka and camwhore. Banyak stories you share and semuanya interesting. HAHAHAHAHA.

I enjoyed todaaay Irfaaaaaaaaan! Thank you ♥

2010-06-20T05:24:00.003+08:00

I feels like requesting for another month of holidays since this June Holidays I have never been going out. I have a confession to make. I want an Extra month of holidays. In the past I really want holidays to end fast but then this time round I want extra month of holidays. Woaaah attitude much? HAHAHAHAHA. Starting right from the start of June hols, first thing first got Design and Tech class but then I thought one or two times in a week then it should be okay with me but then never did i realised its monday to friday daily till 5pm. Sape can tahan ? Tell me. Tsktsk , I know I being such a nag with every post I Complain. Complain. Complain. Complain. I complain banyak but I still go okay, so tak salah deh gitu . I have not yet to enjoyed my one-month holidays . But then I realised I'mjust left with one more week of break before school reopens. Thats damn fast, saaaaad much. Next week I got like more things to do looks like I can only excused for one day that is Going out with primary mates.

Things to get done please.
Orthographic , Isometric and Different views drawing MUST MUST complete at the end of mondaaaaaaaaaay. This weekends must brush up on folio's . MUST MUST MUST get done.
Pleaseeeeeeee.And popiah if you read this , tagg me . Monday canrrt go belajar cus I got class. other than tues which day you prefer? And woah dah jadi pakcik kepo nampak. HAHAHAH.

Okay wanna get my sleep , goodnight love. Takecare always , remember that word always. I remeber it always too . Okay laa once again goodnight and "Takecare of yourself!!" Sape ehh send me this. Hmmmmmm. Bye.
xoxoxoxxo, Diaaaaan.

2010-06-18T03:14:00.005+08:00

10 years of friendship, appreciate almost everything. But i guess cus over the back last minute plan we’re gonna to have this friction? I seriously dont like this , and I’m sure you too right? So basically, i saw the pictures, yeahyeah sumpah i feel the pinch. I know how you feel laaa, of course i know I’m wrong. But ;et me tell you something, just once. My holidays right form the start I have been busy with my N level coursework. I am really busy , damn busy. I can even count the number of days i went out. That is two times only. T-W-O. And , for today I have really NO IDEA what goes into my mum minds till she wont let me go out today.

I know everything and I can’t blame you. But come on , takkan because of this. Our friendship sours? I dont want that, we have been thick and thins together hunns and if we were to fight over little things, I just can’t think it will be worth it. I guess I have to make it up to you, i promised time i will managed my time. Spend time with you, dont worry. I will and its a promise . Basically, for this June hols i wanna go greenery place so much, i wanna camwhore. I wanna relax my mind at greenery scene. It feeks so fresh , trust me. And I really wanted to write things here but i guess i should keep to one time. So i wouldn't really type it out. Sumpah I did not know whats in your mind and i guess you mean for someone else. Idk whats wrong you put tht, but I feel so happy.

I wanna wish Luck to insertname, and lastly "Ouh boyy, pleas show your true colours. I have been long time wanna see your true colours. Buth then sometimes i was blind tht i can't even see it. And whatever it is , I will support you cus you're my friend. And Let me enjoy my life first. Maybe aisha was right, I wanna head aisha advise but I guess this would really reflect to know that whether I'm the sort who easily get hurt? I'm not and I have to say this. I went date , yeahyeah date. For what ? No meaning , to me date are just friends not more. Thank you for treating someone like a goldmine worth 8888888000 dollars. I appreciate your kindness boy.

2010-06-15T08:56:00.001+08:00

Meet up with sharizal and headed to cine, update this when I'm free from dnt.

2010-06-10T10:03:00.013+08:00

Yesterday bestfriend had left singapore to Bali as her school malay dance team are going together. I wake up early in the morning to avoid being late to meep up Ika and Aisha but atlast I'm late. The rain is pouring heavily , heavily . Tsktsk. Went out from Aisha house at 0135pm and headed to Changi Airport whereas Ika and Aisha went off first to Bedok. Upon reaching , I guess I'm late cus she said her flight was around 230pm but when I came, everybody was sitting, chatting happily. Kurang asam belacan betul , tsktsk. HAHAHAHHA. Her flight is 4pm in the afternoon then tell me at 0230pm , i think because she dont want me to be late. Send her off at the airport and her mum went jalan-jalan where khairul and me took the train and I went off from there. Upon reaching bedok , Idk which bus goes to East coast, I was like a dumb person who stand there waiting for direction. Awesome much , HAHAHAHHA. But thank god sufyan was there to take the bus , from there I followed them and atlast sampai juga pit 28. Alhamdulilah .

I have yet to put my stuff on the table when Miss Maria came and said "I gave to you the food at10am and now what time do you arrive?!" Kecoh-kecoh. HHHAAHHAHA. I didn't get to eat much the barbeque food although my stomach was in hungry mode. Chey like playing psp butoon mode. HAHAHAHHAA. Overall, class outing was awesome. awesome.awesome. Really enjoyed myself but not the food as I did not eat much. Train home with Ika and boys. Bus home with Ammar. And Home sweet home. Thank god today there's no classes and I can have my rest. Like finally laaaa, and Shalihin when wanna go study ? Say want to teach me , habuk pun takde. HAHAHAHHA. Lets finish up the assigment.

Goodbye Love \m/ !

2010-06-08T08:24:00.007+08:00

Let this be a post for complain, ehh Wrong. A post for me to love Design and Tech classes. I don't know whether I myself should love going to design and tech classes because by going classes my coursework would have been finish earlier but then my holidays should not been called holidays because every each on weekends I have to go classes. I know that i should not complain but then I really feel guilty if I myself have to excuse for going out with girlfriends. And , maybe its because I'm really close with my guyfriends on facebook, doesn't mean I went out with them and put you aside bestfriend. There's no such thing laa hunns. I seriously terasa when you put at your wall , and tell me who doesn't. I really wanted to spend more time with you , going out with you, hanging up with and catching up with you but then I myself have not even have time go out and have my hols lately. How should i say my weekdays are totally packed with Design and tech workshops whereas my weekends I got Maths lesson. On sundays, have to attend family orang kahwin. So babe , tell me whether I'm more to my guyfriend rather than to my girlfriend ?

So hunns, I have post what I really wanted to say , and please don't be offended. Whatever it is, I'm sorry because I have to spend time with you actually because you're going off soon. And, let me apologised for tht when I paitao you two times turut-turut. But to be truthful kan , I'm really busy with schools. Sorry hunns once again.

I Love you Bestfriend , muahmuah.

specially for you , Aisha

2010-06-07T07:26:00.004+08:00

Aisha tadi takde connection deh . You lose deh because you offline at 0442am in the morning whereas IO kept trying to online and wireless make me wait till past 0510am in the mrning. So right here from 0510am I'm still bright awake and havent yet in bed. So hunns sape yang kalah ? its you , not me. Kalau tak percaya , got one person online later you go asked her. okok loser? Remember this , i online @ 0510am and now time check its 00638am . Now then i wanna tuck in, goodbye ♥ and wed my starbucks ! (: Goodnight Aishah Raimi !( kan dah cakap confirm kau kalah) Muahahahha! Make it in black bold biar kau prasan sikit ,

Aisha Goodnight now its 7am in the morning! Wed

starbucks aku! <3

2010-06-06T05:50:00.003+08:00

Thats my Bestfriend . Itulah Denna Banaana yang suka menyetan dengan saya tak habis-habis! *kening naik-naik* Let this post I post is for you okay bestfriend. Told cha , I'm so sweeeeeeeeet baby. Basically , I really wanted to go today outing that is on saturday when me and Denna have planned to go swimming and chill aroud but then I can't get out of the house as Mum told me to take care of the kanak-kanak budu. Tsktsk. So , basically i guess poor denna went out today but with her mum , so I tak bersalah ehh! HAHAHAHAH. As what I know , so far Denna was my one and the best girlfriend I have cus she will be ready to hear my shits eventhough I talked craaaaaaaaaappy shitsxx! Whenevr I got problem this lady will helped me and help me overcome with it. When I'm down , you will always cheer me up. I loike. And lastly, when I'm about to with someone you always support me and told me whats right and whats wrong. I guess thats the best part of you, care for me and help me alot this few months. Now thanks to you , Im back on my feets and stand up again. Thank you som much bestfriend . And you will be leaving to Bali on wednesday make sure buy for me something okaaaaaaaay!

Wednesday I and others send you , sweet ehh me ?HAHAHAHAHA . Anyway have a safe trip trip and

I Love you bestfriend. Muah muah muuah!

♥ ♥ ♥

2010-06-05T16:43:00.001+08:00

Misses someone , when you're back?

2010-06-03T21:10:00.003+08:00

All along coming to extra lesson makes my day Rock! Design and tech project are finishing and I Love it thanks to dearest Madam Chua for helping me for the past 2hour straight today. Tomorrow I'm gonna have date with Ikaa and Aishaaa. Yeaaah dinner at her house and it must be awesome dinner cus Ika mum cooked nice foods, trust me ! HAHAHAHAH. Momma this saturday I waanna go meet bestfriend and my love can ? Please . I wanna my ben and jerry. And my married status on msn , I will sabar okay. You are a busy guy laaaaa ! I know and understand Nafri! HAHAHAHA rock on <3 ! (;

love my lady (:

2010-05-30T14:45:00.013+08:00

How should i start my post ? HAHAHAHAHAH. Basically i went out with gerek people and bestfriend . Omg , i miss bestfriend so-so much! (: Went to meet shalihin at Clementi mrt station and took train to paya lebar. Guess what inside the train saw Zaff , as a conscience. HAHAHAHAH. Zaff alighted at Bugis and me popiah alighted at Paya lebar station , i guess we are the latecomers of the day as everyone has reached paya lebar. Luckily bestfriend never pulls a long face (: Walked to city link and we karaoke there for about one hour . When on our way back to city link shalihin carry for me the slipper bag , HAHAHAHAH . Macam pakcik pasar. Okaay i shutduupp. After one hour karaoke , we headed nearest food court to ate our lunch. Guess what Nasi ayam penyet diaa sedaaaaaaaaaap laaa! I LOIKE! After lunch , get amarish a small cake as its her birthdy and dina said her planned was cocupt. Chilla , atleast everything went well bestfriend (: After sending amarish and natasha home , we headed to marina barrage. As was waiting for the shuttle bus , the bus came 30mins later but then we cant take the bus. Waste our time , after that we headed to esplanade and water bay. On our way there shalihin carry my bag back and forth back and forth. Best you know free hand , sorry uhh popiah! (:

Qamarul say "Its not that I dont want , but its just that I can't." Then dina go interrupt . HAHAHAHAH , dia memang gitu kepo! HAHAHAHAAH , kidding-kidding. I love that someone cus he/she go walk with me whenever i see ___________ . Cus he/she knows im scared of them . So sweet of you , anyway thank youuu my friend! (:Camwhore , camwhore till my battery went flat ! Kecooohh laaa , after tht use asfian camera and i guess hes not going to upload): All the pics inside lawa-lawaa , i loike! (: Anyway kecoh laa semalam .

I love them && Bestfriend you \m/ !

2010-05-29T09:14:00.005+08:00

Lets partaye like a rockstar humans , exaaaaams over so do school are over! HAHAHAHHAHA , this must be crazy thinking of mine.Tuesday i got class till 6pm daily and this sucks alot! *peraaaaagai* Sharizal where's my movie? Nafri wheres my seoul garden ? HAHAHAHAH!

Okay for now , let me did some chiling off with bestfriend and have funn. Okay more update when I'm back from birthday party today !

Rock on people \m/ ! (:

2010-05-26T18:32:00.003+08:00

School have been sucha greaaat , exciting daay maybe its because Holidays are near. *jump up and down* HAHAHAHAHAAH. Upon hearing that , June holidays One month straight i have to come to school for my Design and Tech Cousework makes me saaaaaaad! I cant really get to enjoyed my holidays with each holiday straight busy with myself doing dnt . dnt . dnt . *grrrrrrrr* If the time for extra lesson are short then I would thank the teachers , but then its from 0900am - 05pm. Goddness , Its like I went to school early in the morning and went back late afternoon and went back facebooking for while , study and tomorrow its the same routine. I also wanted my holiday ): When we voice out , the teachers scolded us and said they too dont have their holidays so I guess I should just bear with it and keep my mouth shut.

Pelan-pelan kayuh , pelan-pelan merana .

Lama-lama senang jugak satu hari nanti.

I guess I'm gonna less going out since N level is counting down to 107 days I guess so . Maths have not been revising well + Chemistry and Biology. I need a study partner asaaaap laaa , Sharizal come join me study uhh since you want a study partner . HAHAHAHAHA! Give a break for studies. Chilling time first for meanwhile! Gonna headed to Shopping with Ika and Aisha to get our tops and barbeque items. Gonna be busy for the next two weeks and coming after with Amarish bday suprise , Gonna did catch up with Sharizal! my WAYANG! (: , Gonna makan-makan with Nafri, MY SEOUL GARDEN (: And barbeque for class outing plus I'm going for my craving Ben& Jerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyy! Sharizal nak belanja niee. HAHAHAHAHAH!

Make sure treat me eehhh , oky bye!

2010-05-22T22:29:00.000+08:00

Basically its been a 6758485 days since I updated my blog so yeah I'm here updating lil bit on whats happening during my weekends. And basically Gan eng Seng are having their first carnival on their school compound so yeah Zubair treated me with a free ticket. I came alone cus Aisha got something on . I came quite late that is about 3+pm I reach the school. It was packed with families , friends && strangers. And the worst part is I can't find where the hell is bestfriend! The weather is so humid + I'm sweating! I wonder if there's a snow or something , okay nonsence , bye. Eventually i meet shalihin and asked him where is bestfriend and lastly I found! Haaapppy youu knooooow! Followed by that , Shalihin performed a total of three song that is Whatanye want from , I just Havent Meet you Yet and lastly Zainal performed that is a song entitled The man That cant be Moved. Sedaaaaaap laaa bro! HAHAHAHAHHA. Jangan kembang ehhh! After the performance , waited for bestfriend to finished their duty and off to dinner! Finally dinner , perut lapar sungguh! Ben and jerry not eaten! *saaaaaaaaaaaaaad* Eventually after dinner , all headed to Henderson Waves for chilling time. I guess its the worst part of the daay.

We played the concentration game , something like a who bombed who and who bombed who! Alamak , my english rabaaaak to the maaaxxxxx. ): The forfeit was worse that is Okaaay no need to type out here cus kindda obseen. So yeah the later part during our way home bestfriend dare each one of us to do something yang takde kena mengena dengan game tuhh. Issssssssh , want know asked me. Insyallah i share with youuu;PP Bestfriend I'm gonna have my Revenge soon on upcoming saturdaaaay , just wait love!

Awwwww , I love Bestfriend! (:

2010-05-19T16:48:00.004+08:00

I must get bottom of it , nevertheless all i ever wanted was you. Cheyy , kiddingkidding. Okay how many days to N level ? If i'm not wrong , its as closed as 100 days left? Woaah , tak percaya sungguh. I wanna go study with someone yang pandai. Yang boleh motivate me . HHAHAHHA, but serious I need a study partner! Alaaamak , sharizal if wanna motivate me in chem , confirm cannrt sebab my chm is the worse ): Must really stop going out and get dowwn with studies. Yeah it should be , Maths ! Maths! Maths! Chem! Chem! Chem ! and not TOWN TOWN TOWN! For goddness , Im running out of time for portfolio's like duuh . Workshop needs about One month and i have not yet been to workshop! Maaaaaaaaaaaati !

Gonna end my post and get on with my revision , takecare <3>

Look up for my Next post babeeh!

Amigos , adios!

2010-05-15T10:25:00.006+08:00

Told you so that i would do a proper post for now as I have just finished my MYE Examination. *wide smile* Basically on friday afternoon after having our last midyear paper , we gone to relieve stress. It was awesome. Ika wanted to relieve stress so me and Aisha go with the flowww. Ika mum cooked for us Kway teow goreng . At first , i thought its cancelled because its pouring heavily . Never did I know , the weather is fine and breezzy. So , changed up and headed to Pahlawan Beach. It was Awesome , with no worries and stress. Besok ada gig! Sorry Im not going , I sick. HAHAHAHAAA.

I don't think Im ready to get my papers back! Oh damnn , cannot run from reality. Maybe take it as a lesson and next time do better. I need money urgently Mum! And Aisha bila mahu makan Ben&jerry ni? Craving dah lamaaaa ni. Isssssssssk ): Ouhya , more pics on facebook readers .

I wish that my phone would ring and telled me tht "1 Message received!" Apart from that , need to settle some things . Firstly , saves money for shopping/clothes/present. Secondly , need to go out with Rizzal since dah lama janji tapi tak pergi pergi. *sorry* And lastly , craving must be eaten! I don't care , craving for so long ):

2010-05-08T04:02:00.004+08:00

I just realised that I have not been blogging for the past 45673234 days. Classes and Assigment makes me Go Craazy caaaaaaaan. Today is malay paper 1 and 2 for Mid yeaaaaar and I should say SWAAAAAY! When it comes to normal days I would be alright and kicking well but when it comes to Exams or test I would be either get myself sick or feeling lethagic. I have never been so hyper to take testes with a smile in the face. [mintak kena tampaaaar] The weather is damn humid , humid humid. When it's raining , it would only be in an minute not even an hour. Awwww so saaaaaaad ):

Gonna revise my studies after blogging , dont bother to read my blog everyday cus it gonna be dead soon . Proper update when I'm free from Mid year Paper's ! It's a promise.

And knew what ? Last 2 trips out , Khair paitao me . Unfortunately , Nazrullah wanted to treat me Mc spicy meaal today but then I never received calls and messages . Baaaaaaaaik pee! Sama-sama kawan baik , sama-sama perngai samaaaaa. Sama-sama PAITAO KING! Sumpaaaaah ini kali terakhir ajak kau keluaaaaaaaaaar ,
nyehahahahah.

Shalihin&Ahmad Dan<3>

2010-05-02T00:54:00.002+08:00

i want my waaaaffle with ice-creaaaaaaaaaaaaaam ! ) :

2010-04-30T00:50:00.004+08:00

Ohhmygwaaaaaaad , i can't get off my butt from my computer sits for the past 2hours . This is totally too much cus Mid year are just round the week and I have start any revision . Plus I don't know how to study , well maybe saturday self study in library but someone is in no mood . I srewed up my Speed*time Graphs && Chemistry Organic Chemistry test . Whats happening ? I guess I'm affected by the humid weather , I just wished everyday could be a rainy cooling day . Awesome much .

I was all over the moon for the past few days but i guess everything changes now . Hmmm , craving for Ben&jerry waffles ice cream. ) :

Come come , lets dine Seoul garden Muhd Nafri ! (: Before that someone accompany me go eat waffles with ice cream . hehehehe .

Awesome POP 2010 ,

2010-04-26T00:29:00.014+08:00

More pictures on Facebook , Teehee (:

Somehow blogger can't accept my pictures ) :

Passing out parade 2010 2 days 1 night camp was Awesome because i had really enjoyed two days straight with NP cliques . Basically on friday i was late for training as camp stuffeed have not yet been packed . Trouble much , Teeeeheee (: We had our NPCC Day rehearsal for about 5times straight , and I have to confess this I WANNA GO HOME! But then i persevere till the training ends . Called mum up to pass me my skirt as the old one the zips are spoilt . I just realised that I'm fat cus my skirts are too tight for me already . After training was our wash up time , mostly some did our wash up . Finally , i can play with water . HAHAHAHA. After wash up , had our dinner . Dinner was the best! Cus there were alot-alot of foods mostly barbeque foods . Yeeehaaa! I ate till i forget the world which means that I forget to wish M'am eat first . Im such a bad cadet , sorry! (:

Daay 1 -

. NPCC Day training and rehearsal , back and forth / back and forth .

. Had our wash up , had dinner . Dinner was totally Awesome!

. Performances by the Juniors , most of it can sing very well . Awww , so touched .

. Movie time , Spiderwick . Someone havent yet gone to bathed wanna act much , HAHAHAHA.

. Lights off 12.10pm .

However , Me/Wati/Ramizah/Fatin/Faizul/Shamil/Shafiq can't get to sleep due to some circumstances . We should be in bed now but we are busy eating chocolates outside girls bunk . Kecoh-kecohh . HAHAHAHAAHA. I can't stop laughing when Sir rizal came from behind then shamil was still there happy-happy eating chocolates whereas everyone have gone back to their individual bunk . Funnnyyy much.

Day 2!-

. Woke up at 05.00am and refreshen up . I was the first one to bathed! HAHAHAA.

. Packed my stuff and arranged the chairs and tables .

. Took up my skirts and ironed it , sempat . HAHAHAAA.

. Headed to NP Room to put bags .

. Morning energiser by PTI was awesome . Morning , the weather was so heaven.

. Hadd breakfast , breakfast no nice ) :

. Changed up full-uniform for POP!!

. Had our numberless of rehersals .

Finally we had our POP , yeahyeah . Let me admit i was not so happy till my jaws was dropping . I do feel quite a dread to passed out cus there will be a boored day for me on every fridays . Human beings are like this whenever given the chance they will push their luck . Isk! I was one of it <: Had our area cleaning and Akmal is so hyper . HAHAHAHA. I totally enjoyed my 2 days 1 night camp . And let me thank the sec 3 for their hard dedicated worked . And those performances , I do feel so heaven . Thank you so much and Mam Yuen don't you worry we will shine thru N's (:

2010-04-24T23:28:00.000+08:00

capturedfromheaven.tumblr.com

2010-04-21T01:17:00.004+08:00

Struggles and Worries , Fears and Sorrows ,

I really wished every little thing could be simply enough to understand . I didn’t say that I wanted evrything to be the all in white and black .

But i just wanted to know which part of me should I do ? And if i were to give all up , i might regret my whole life which I didn’t want to . Ohhhmygawdd , tell me pleaseee ) :

awesome (:

2010-04-17T11:22:00.000+08:00

Before post , I would like to thanks to lovely girls and guys on tht day for turning up Dina Birthday suprises. Not forgetting lovely girls for preparing the food and gifts . Firstly i thought It gonna failed cus by the time dina reached vivo the cake has not yet buy . Should curse Ahmad Danial for coming late , isk. However , somehow the suprises turns out well prepared and it was Awesome .

It was a successful one cus Bestfriend had fun and most importanly Everyone have fun . Baiti and Shalihin betrayed me , Im gonna have my revenge soon ! Everyone was laughing their ass out thanks to Ahmad Teddy . He is so chubby wubby , hehhhh .
In order for me to forgive Baiti , she treat me dinner . So kindd , *evil laughs*
Nasi Ayam penyet was Appetizing . Chilling off at Henderson waves and train Home with Popiah , Ahmad and Nugget .

Girls you \m/ my Daaay ;DD

2010-04-17T02:13:00.006+08:00

Hadirah Post ,

Jane: (inserts name) - stfu. jgn nak step besar ah. everybody your bf ah? cb, tk sedar diri. gambar background pun mcm sial. ada switch kat tepi. buat kelakar pe girl? sibei.

Hadirah: jane:At the vry least , her gambar tunjuk switch ONLY. Kau nye gambar macam maner ah?Confirm tgh pakai tanktop or low-cut shirt,tunjuk the centre line of your boobs?Like what people call it "Tabung amal".Boleh lempar duit pat dalam kau nye exposed lines.Or is it gambar kau tunjuk yang kau tgh tunjuk muka step cute , and showing off kening gradient kau?

Jane: I don't wear tanktops or even show my boobs like you said. I am expressing my hatred towards (inserts name) and why the hell should you care.my mum does wash her clothes and stuff, not like your mum i supposed who wear the same bra for one week.and ur mum must be a prostitute because she had contracted aids and give birth to a slut like you .a slut who's shallow minded, saying people's mum when you don't even know them .

And that Jane claims that she's a malay and she wears long-sleeve clothings.How great ah kan.If she's viewing my blog now,I wished to say that my mum do washed her lingerie plus the family one also,EVERYDAY ah.Wearing of bra for one week?Yucks!I guess your mum ah kan yang buat gitu.Mak aku prostitute who got AIDS?Kau biar betol?If she really has,buat ape my dad marries her ah kan?Ade anak tiga lagi,you,and Im the youngest summore.Aku slut who's shallow minded?I maybe sluttish sometimes but I aint a big slut like you who is also shallow minded ah kan.Nak tau kenape?Cos kau cakap my mum is a protitute and ade AIDS per.Step kau kenal jek mak aku siape and ade penyakit ape.

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Ohmygawwwwwwwd , I just Love Hadirah Ansari . Not forgettting my lovely girls && guys , Yana Diana , Natasha Raudah , Muhd Nafri && Bati Kydd . They really tagg at mine tagboard and their conversation with Jane will never end . Cus knew what ? We sympathise with Jane cus she have an miserable life who goes round and keep on spamming my blog . This will never stop because we feels that we should at least give Jane our Love because she has lack of Love .

Awwwwwwwwww , pity you.

Dear Jane , Tag and spammed as much as you want cus I have better things to do rather than entertaining a low-life people like you . You claimed you got a great boyfriend , come on . Just confessed that you are a girl without any boy.f . Boy.f is not matters , but can I asked a question ? What do you gain for just spamming alot of shitsxxx in my tagboard ? Ouh i knew , you wanted my friends to hate me right ? Then let me telled you this , My friends are always there for me and they will never hate/despise me . So if you're trying to make them hate me , Come on . I don't give a Damn Bitch. I don't care who are you and I'm not Loveless . Just telled me tht you're loveless . If I'm a bitch , why I have many friends tht are ready to tag asap whenever they see you spam my blog . Common sense bitch , god told you to be a human not a human with a heart of stone .

Bitch , stop your nonsence . Knncbb.

2010-04-16T19:11:00.000+08:00

Dearest Jane and to all the spammers;
If you think that by putting in words which I think from your point of view,may lead to pulling my good name down the drain and make the tight ties that I shared with my dear close friends to loosens,you're totally wrong alright.My friends strongly believes in by what they sees,not from what they hears.

One of you mentioned that you wanna break my face.If say only,what's the main point?Try doing it babe,I wanna know how it feels like.If you have a dick or should I say the mature pussy(because females dont have dicks),be the first to blow me! And to Jane,if that is really your real name,I need to say that I don't recall that any of my friends have that name.And to claim that is REALLY your name,who've actually failed to make others and also myself to believe into it.And there's also one of you spammers who actually said that Im running away from reality.I wished to ask "Which part of me says Im running away?".And also "When did I ever mentioned that I wished to run away from reality?".Im leaving both the questions listed above a big question marks,for you to answer it.

Im not going to waste my time,with all these nonsensical childish acts of "keyboard heroes/heroines".Spam as much as you can.Go ahead and talk your shit, but here's a word of advice.
Click your heels together & sayy "I need a life".

this is Unexpected.

2010-04-14T00:03:00.006+08:00

Ohmygaaaaawwwwwwwd , spammers are coward . They will spam and without putting down their real name . Loser much ? I don't wish to waste my time and done a long post for spammers , cus I have a Life and I think they don't have a life :PP Once again Spammers , spam all you want cus I have friends that will bother to fight for my rights. Yeah , I think I'm lucky to have such a friends . Especially , Khairil / Faredd && Nafri . *winkwink*

Since last few days , i have been posting short post . I was so busy that I often online . I was busy with design Mock-up , assignment and classes each day . I end up going home late everyday just to go extra lessons. It was so tiring . Mid yeaaaaar are just round the corner , How fast it is . designing is getting out of hand , I had bad workmanship but thanks to Junwei my mock up is well scored . I wont be updating blog lately , so dont bother to check each daaaay .

Spammers are coward . Someone in fb named Kaseh aty are impersonating as me , Wtf. She uses my pics as her profile photo. Everyone says tht " Adian , you're so famous." Ohhmygawwwd , dont she/he has a photo of herself ? stupid shit . My friends have been reporting , but it still the same . How how ? I ran out of ideas . As long as this kaseh aty is not on fb , I will not asked much . But this is bothering me , I hated it . Haters why bother doing all this ? It does not worth my love .

Ouhya, tomorrow I'm free from classes but I need to catch up with someone for my studies. Hmm , gonaa go for it as to understand every topics of maths. I planned for it so hard , but then i would say this . okaay nevermind .This weekends , I hope is does not clashed with my plans . If not , I'm gonna be dissapointed . Cliques , dont back out on weekends . And , Im gonna prepared the things soon .

Will update sooooon , and toodles . Before I end my post , I would like to wish to Greatest-Awesomeiest Bestfriend

A Haaaapppppy 16th Birthdaaaaaaaaay !

&& I don't wished you on textes cus I have recently lost my hp. Sorry wifey , HAHAHAHAH . I got suprises for you bestfriend , lets wait and see. I hope you love it . I appreciate the times you were there for me when someone falling out with me . Youu Rock \m/!

Thanks

2010-04-12T00:01:00.006+08:00

Nearly everybody gets twitterparted in the springtime. You get weak in the knees. Your head starts to whirl. Before you know it , you're knocked for a loop.

I just love Nafri post on his bloogg , specially for the person name

Ustad Chop chop.

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2010-04-10T02:28:00.004+08:00

fouuuuuuuuuuuur months have past , yet I'm still here strong as ever.

2010-04-09T06:35:00.003+08:00

tremendous limitation , overboard.

Yeaaah great ,

2010-04-08T17:40:00.007+08:00

Basically on wednesday , I went for the Perfume Factory at Science centre . We make Jasmine water and some of the citrus Fruits . The smells was horrendous , the taste of the coffee bean is much more nicer . One week of school is totally a dread for me , Extra lessons each day . Beeen busy with school things lately and the feeling of fatiqueness is so tiring. Khair told me that , I'm such a lazy pig , go and die laa Khair ! Entertain your nyonya sudaaaaah.

HAHAHAHA.

I'm off to do my assigment nowwww , Ouhya designing lesson was awesome with orang -orang yang suka pegutuk orang lain . That is Khair , Ismat and Syabil . Percayalaah duduk sebelah dorang , Dosa boleh menimbul macam gunung. Isk , HAHAHAHHA . But I enjoyed hearing the hot-heat news . Ada yang pandai laa , lawa/tak lawa and more. HAHAHAHAHA!

TOWN.TOWN.

2010-04-04T00:36:00.009+08:00

Basically today was my best weekend of the week . Did some cathchinng up with Eena , Aisha and Zaff + Ikaa 3 guy friends . Headed to Forever 21 as Ika and Aisha wanted to shops for tee's . After F21 , find a restaurant to eat our lunch . As this restaurant , I think its Cahaya Restaurant and we had Nasi Goreng Seafood for limit of four people.

plus Lemon Chicken . The food was Appetizing and Worth it . Meet Zaff and Ahzff and friends on the way . Sat around KFC thinking where to go for next stop . At last , we walked to Cineleisure and entertain ourself by taking picture's . Orchard was packed and plus its drizzling . Went home with Eena and Aisha as ika is busy entertain Ahzff and friends

Before on our way home , we ourself slacked at Mc Cafe for Double choco Frappe for supper and headed home together . I swear my contactlens have gone crazy , the irritation of my eyes becme worse . I feels like it gonna get worse if I have not apply any Eye Mo . Im gonna throw my contacts for sure . And khair , Paitao King of the daay . I loves and Enjoy myself today thanks to Ika (in the afternoon) , Eena and Aisha rock my nights . Especially Aisha , we have so much to talked . HAHAHAHAHAHA (: And Eenna , my Vogue Girlfriend . :DD

Toodles (:

itgoesliketht .

2010-04-03T01:36:00.010+08:00

Overdue pictures .

I WISH TO REWRITE MY PAST .

Tomorrw headed to town with Girlfriends , yeah I'm out of the house for whole day . Can't wait to gossip with Aisha .

Save your breath

2010-03-31T16:52:00.004+08:00

Assignment are killing me so do Tests and Quizes . Isk !
I had Maths Remedial from 2pm - 3pm on Monday . 2:30pm-5pm on tuesday is Design and Tech lesson . Wednesday I had my breaaaaak <: Thursday is the most Annoying day of the week , I had Bio/Chem Remedials to attend continuosly . Friday I had my CCA's . I wanted holidays badly , please . please . please . Assignment is really getta out the hell ya . When it gonna stop pileing ? I have to say this ,

I HATE CHEMISTRY , I HATE CHEMISTRY , I HATE CHEMISTRY , I HATE CHEMISTRY .I HATE CHEMISTRY , I HATE CHEMISTRY , I HATE CHEMISTRY , I HATE CHEMISTRY .I HATE CHEMISTRY , I HATE CHEMISTRY , I HATE CHEMISTRY , I HATE CHEMISTRY .I HATE CHEMISTRY , I HATE CHEMISTRY , I HATE CHEMISTRY , I HATE CHEMISTRY .I HATE CHEMISTRY , I HATE CHEMISTRY , I HATE CHEMISTRY , I HATE CHEMISTRY .I HATE CHEMISTRY , I HATE CHEMISTRY .

As stated above , nobody would not know how much I hated Chemistry . To me , Chemistry is a curse in my life . And somemore , I had to attend extra lesson on every thursday >: I wonder how it gonna goes but one thing i know tht Chemistry Sucks.

Before ends my post , I would like to put this " No point saying so , but everything is still the same . What i mean is , you're just saying just because the point of saying . Once again , Stop saying the (insertword) just because you think you should . I mean please be extra creative to do this .

2010-03-28T16:14:00.002+08:00

Denna Nur Filianny

You put your heart and soul on it and became the most patience President . HAHAHAHAHA , I MISS YOU BESTFRIEND <:

awesome

2010-03-27T23:45:00.003+08:00

Firsltly my blog have been dead for a week , pardon this wireless is totally ikut mood. Yeah , I have started blogging and here i am <:

Basically did some catching up with Aishah and Khair . We went for GESS Rhapsody 2010 . Meet up with Aishah first followed by Khairul and cliques at Newton . Khair was princess of the day because he was so late that day because he went for jamming earlier . Halfway that princess went to sleep and wake up after hearing that babyhotstuff is dancing for the theme La Amor which is the International Dance . Aisha and I was laughing out loud till we get a scold from one of the teachers there. We went on and on , and guess what . Babyhotstuff is dancing laa sha and khair . HHAHAHAAHAA ! And anyway , thanks to Aisha and Khair for accompanying me there although you all like feel “malas or penat”. Going out with khair and Aisha is Fun and I enjoyed myself :DD

After gess school song was sang , Khair and Aisha cabbed home while I stayed up to wait for Dina . Supper at Newton . I wanted to follow them for sheesha but then it was past midnight already so I went home straight after supper . And tell you something , Supper was Awesome !

Guess what , Khair said Nor Azhar Zainal can sing very well . He gonna be all Kembang if that Zainal knew about this . HAHAHAHAH , Ahmad : “Next time gonna did some catching up with you . Don't worry brown eyes . HAHAHAHAHA :DD ps my eyes are gonna have this infection soon , better catch a good sleep noww tooddles ~

badhairdays ,

2010-03-21T18:30:00.004+08:00

Since he's took the iniative to say sorry I should just thank him after all . I mean thank him for atleast , for realising his mistakes and wiling to asked for forgiveness. I appreciate it of course. Today I had a bad hair day , because Firstly I lost my cellphone in late afternoon after went back from clinic . And secondly I bubble Shalihin today on going to the Library . Thirdly I havent done my Maths becuase I havent bought the tenyear series . And lastly , only 1/4 homeworks is done . This is what happens when doing everything is an last minute way , everything is corrupt and unstable . I can't imagined how short March Holidays is . 7days is how I spent above ;

Monday : Went to bugis for Shopping Spreee . Tuesday : Class Gathering (Awesomexxzz) && Sheesha Night's . Wednesday : HRC (Flying Fox is totally Funnxxzz) . Thursday : I gotta class in the morning and Ex gathering with gerek people(Bestxxzz) . Fridaay : I have got Np Course to attend . Saturday and sunday are for days for me to accept the facts and complete my homeworks . Howevr I can't finished it . This is killing me , killing me . Like seriously , Maths Trigonometry and Pythagoras Theorem (what the hell it is) I have forgotten all the formula's like deeerr . Facebook , blogging and tumblr is so addictive . Okay now I should stop elaborate on this . Before tht , I will be a good girl and finishes up every Holidays Assigment .

Once we are together , everything is so-so fine . But once we are not in one , we became strangers and idiots . Strangers that are unknown to each other . Have each other contacts but just for the name of it , I must said this . We are totally a Idiots that keep avoiding one another . I mean we could have been friends and contacting like normal . but its the its the other way round , behaves like an idiots and act like one . How stupid it is , I just realised . No matter what , I have to put across this Thank god you have realised your mistakes and are apologising . But somehow I'm clueless about this , But nevermind I'll just keep that behind . Hope everything is Fine in thereafter . If not , we both feel the pinch . Yeaaah , thank godd that now we are both in good terms .

ifeverythinghappensforareasonthenishouldtakethisasanlessontolearn .

yeah thanks you

2010-03-19T20:54:00.004+08:00

Friends/Families have been telling me that Present Life's is full of obstacles . I took that as nonsence , If back then is what I think , then let me revive on what now I have been thinking . I have been thinking that everything they said makes sense and obviously everyone faces this . You can't be running away just for that . It makes you sucha a coward , stupid && dumbo much .

Sometimes people/humans have been trying so hard to make evrything looked perfect and picturable however sometimes it has gone wasted . Different people have its own perceptions , everyone is unique in their own way . You got this talent on I got that Talent . Everyone has its own personal talent . But in matters of attitude , everything can passed down just like a genes . Usually passing down on genes is like a family generation . But in matters of attitude , everyone can be name as copycats and lame cats . Because whenevr this someone changes and started to mix with others , It will eventually changed and its attitude started to changed like the earlier i said . Because they thought its cool to have tht attitude . Ironic much .

Life's can be fun and Enjoying its just depend on how you want it . If you're struuggling over something that is not meant to be , Its like hurting your self-esteem . Everyone want to have a Happy go lucky life and everyone needs to work for it . Happiness comes in a way if you do it yourself . Do minimum work to get the best opportunity . Everyone has its own thinking and mindset .

I have got an inspration from someone to post about this and thank you so much , I have learnt to keep everything in mind on how life is dreadful and enjoying much . I think I'm gonna turn to good child who does her homework nowww . HAHAHAHAHAA .
Toodles ~

Two words ; Its Awesome

2010-03-18T12:56:00.000+08:00

Muhammed Rusydii , the Pelat R. Long lost kindergrden Bestfriend . Ibnu abbas , Muhammed Danial and Muhammed Zul the Coolio 's . Dina Filianny , Suriati and Adeeraa the greatest ons . I have really enjoyed the day :DD

Basically that was 4 day of March Holidays . I went out for the gathering with Ex-Cliques . Ibnu Abbas was the veryvery bad planner . He planned then everything like destroying because its raining ., At last we played with the rain . Iy was fun and because of the rains , I getta a cold and flu's . Isk , sat around and talked about last times . HAHAHAAAA , It was worth some while to revive the past in primary school . Dina said so far we are still close with other unlike others , they are no longer be bothered . I'm so suprised that everyone still wanted to have this gathering . Next gathering is on 2457733333 days later due to preparation of N's .

Guys left me a text whether you will be going to be free on April . I gotta a planned for another gathering . Andd make yourself free :DD As for pile's of homeworks , not even one have been touched I'm totally busy enjoying till i remember tht March holidays are ebding soon . Soon , its monday where's homeworks , fears , fatiques's are around . Ohh my god , Times flies really fast . Wait yaa for next update , and before that I LOVE THOSE GUYS ABOVE :DD

Toodles ~

March Hols ,

2010-03-16T23:39:00.003+08:00

Basically I went for the Clas Gathering on humid Tuesday . It was Awesome and Fun , I have really enjoyed myself . As for the foods ,It was Superb and I Love it . As part of it , I remember that I ate 3 stingrays , 4 fishballs , 3 hotdogs and countless of barbeque chicken buffalo . Such an big eater , HAHAHAHAAA . Ikaaa , Aisha , Ficar and me left the place and went for a sheesha .
Here's for the Night ,

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More pics on Facebook :DD , It was my Awesome Tuesday Nights , Thanks to Ikaa for the sheesha and class Gathering . Till ya next update , Tomorrow I'm headed to meet Gerek Cliques . Homework has not been touch , will be oftenly online due to busyness . *winwink*

Short Life story ,

2010-03-16T12:54:00.004+08:00

The day that I meet you I thought you would changed everything in my life . I became so engrossed on you , Im not obsessed but I have seen to be so addictive to you . Everytime when I have someone to share my depressed moment you would always there for me . I thought you're the greatest bestfriend that I'm gonna have for this life . Hmmm , Bestfriend to Crush . Goddness , People needs Love . I mean one day people will get hooked up and marriage and have a kid . So , yeaaaah .Normal things.The day when everything started to begins happily , I became to feel to stop worrying about finding my life partner . But I take things for granted , I did not even realise something like this gonna befalls to me . To be well said , I have not even prepared to face this . In times , when we are giggling and settling down well I felt so contented but the feeling of scared and lost is there too . The feeling of somehow that someone gonna leave you and leave with another someone . In lifes , variably there's Ups and Downs . You can't choose your Life but you're destined to . No matter how sucks or good it is , you have to learned to accept the facts . Nothing but the Facts .

We Laugh , We Smile , We Eat , We giggle together with the Haappyiest feeling . No wonder people always said Everyone's Changing and Everything Changes . At first I thought it was kindda Bullshit . But I was wrong , I finally gone thru this . I don't mean for you to love me forever but you did me wrong . I cn't accept when you Hooraay-Heeray with other girls . I mean yeah , I'm not your mum/ex/girlfriend but sometimes I wonder How fast it is guys can forget girls in just nick of time . I really wonder , they said we are freaking obsessed with them till that we can't accept the facts . But actually , they are in faults . Sometimes , girls think so deep while the guys think only of the dephs .

Common lah girls are much matured to think like this . I wonder the guys , their heart is made up of stone till they dont the heart of humanity . I'm not critising but some Guys are doing it now . No , not me but towards my friends . From what I know , when guys said that they “We are not ment to be together “. The girls will feels that is there something lack in them that the guys dump them . Eventually , emotional tends to get in the way . They sob and cry . Why should they cry ? I mean Love is just Love . You won't expect it to be true love .Of all setbacks , I really wish guys could improve on their attitude . And by flirting just to forget the girls of their past , is really a heartless thing to do . Please be extra Creative . I'm not refering this post anybody , believe it or not I wrote this to killed boredness .

Anyway I got the talent to be a writer , HAHAHAHAHA .
Toodles , Read the latest update tonight :D

Finally ,

2010-03-16T01:27:00.005+08:00

I have been displaying the Very Good Child for the past 3days straight . Rotting myself at home and basically kindda no life . So today , went out to Bugis with Ikaa to find our pants . HAHAHHAHAHAAA ! (semangat betul) Annd as for tomorrow , wednesday and thursday I'm gonna packed with many-many plans . Yeaaaah , I'm enjoying each day of March Holidays . Ohh godd , Thaanks :D Tomoorrow , Claass Gathering . Yeah , its like finally there's gathering . NyeHAHAHAHAHAA . Anyway Dinaaa is awaaay on Camps , Omg . Its been ages since we meet up and chat .Bestfriend outing soon :D

Thank god ,

2010-03-13T12:51:00.008+08:00

After a long dreads of school I manages to update blogg again daily . March holidays are upcoming . Yeaaah , I have been counting number of days to March hols . I thought March Holidays will be enjoying straight thru one week , But i was wrong! One week of it I have Briging Lessons and Co-curricular Activities . Basically on sunday I have to meet up bestfriend and its been long days we last catched up . So yeah , gonna headed to town for shopping spreee . I want blow my money on shopping:DD Mum give me Money , Money ! Money ! *winkwink* I think my life is getting more and more Lively and Forgiving . I dont know what the changes in me till that I forgive people easily no matter how bad their actions towards me . I guess I have turned into a Godd . HAHAHAAA.

Remind me ;
Moday : I have no Bridging Lessons and classes . But i must meet up someone who is good in drawing to help me with Design Solutions .
Tuesday : Class Barbeque Gathering , East Coast *winkwink*
Wednesday : Co-Curicular High Rope Element , one whole day .
Thursday : Bridging lessons , Design and Technology .
Friday : Picnic with Love's .

For my weekends ; Intending to went to the library to finish up homework . Maybe gonna asked bestfriend to tagg along , HAHAHAHAHAA. As for now , Let me say somehting , all that does not matters . You are feeling that I'm till sad about it and can't move on . Right ? I'm just like you , I'm having fun in my life and decided to go on long ago . In the past I'm trying to make you understand how I feel but i think its gone deaf ears but nevermind , as what I want say we are History . Things that can't be amended .Just like the broken glass .Don't you worry , I 'll
Forget the sarcasm , forget the sweet memories , forget the time & Forget everything . Because no use think all over .
I have forget everything because I have fullfilled all that you wanted , tell me what else you want me to do to meet your satisfaction ?

KhairilAsyrafvin.

I would like to end my post by introducing my new friend ;
He is DumbGuy , Kind , Friendly , Interesting and Happygolucly guy .
Its not a waste to make friends with him , Lol . Thats all for todaay , and Khairil
Youu are Dumb not me ~ HAHAHAAA.

Jogging , jogging

2010-03-12T23:15:00.002+08:00

Wednesday wentt for a jogging at Japanese Garden with Fatin the Semangat , no offence * winkwink*
So , One whole week everything is the same routine . Went school , Homeworks , CCA , jogging and Training and not to forget Results Slip are getting by end of the week . Of all days in (Monday.Tuesday.Wednesday.Thursday.Friday), I find the most Fatique and Tiring day is Friday Afternoon's .

Shockingly Friday :
Training for X-Country Interschool at Mac Ritchie was a damn long Kilometre , gonna cursed someone who builds up that long km and the so-called-jungle . The place somehow looks like Pulau Ubin where full of branch and trunks && omg the weather damn humid . I'm suprised that im not making a fuss about it . Me and other participants started with a long one straight line but End up I was the last one . (Howsad) As we have to run back to the island , I realised that I was the last one . Unfortunately , when Mr Kang and other was already reaching and I was the last one to reach . But then I realised there's someone behind me . Guess what Shafie and semangat's people's reached the island last . I was Happy because I'm not the last one to reach . As from what I know I have train to jogg for 4.8km in 22minutes I guess . So yeah , Stamina not badd . Yeeeeeeaaaaaaaay , (proudyouknow) okaye stop! After jogging , did some Chilling off with Noi , Wyza , Syeerah and Ficar at macs and Home sweet home .

I want my Rest now , seeya next updates :DD

I want ,

2010-03-07T03:10:00.004+08:00

Today I went for CIP . Omg , I wake up around 0745am and actually I was Damn Late . Quickly wash up and bused to school . Everyone was waiting for me and I felt so guilty . I'm sorry everyone , I thought by going CIP would kill my boredness at home however its the worse . CIP was picking litters at Pasir ris Park , it was dead zombie morning . Went home and I sleep like a pig from 2pm to 0130am . Mum asked me to accompany her to jurong point , omg so (L) . Just reached home and realised I can't get back to sleep . So here I am Online in the morning .

As I remember before i went to sleep earlier i was MSN-ING with Diana . We are really pathetic i could say thinking back the past . We went on and on , HAHAHAAAHAAA . Talking this sweet and that sweetness . However , Diana everything has gone . Yeah you must get on with life no matter how hard it is . Just like you , I'm too want

The happy times to rolls back just like the Taste of the Coffee Connesieur 's .
Brace up Love , till we get to settle down Happily and less weary (:

TGIF

2010-03-06T00:11:00.007+08:00

Oh goddness , Am I dreaming ?
Todaay is Fridaaaaaaay ! HAHAHAHAHAA.
I felt that today school ended was like so fast , omg so happy . After school went for a jogging with Fatin . From jurong east we jog till to Bukit Batok , omg it was like a Damn long kilometre . My first time attempting , Okayeokaye lahh . Not bad juga my stamina . *winkwink
After a long jog , went to catch up lil bit with DinaaBanana , DyraahAnsari and DianaaFairfield . We sat somewhere tiong and gossip all while about this particular guy that was obssessed with Dyrah Ansari . We were Laughing till our ass out ! Hadirah soorry aye for disturbing youu (:

Went home with dina and till that I realised that my eyes are getting reddidsh red . So apply some eyemo , but then the pain was still irritiated . Its simply can't get off . I hated this , I keep rubbing till it like became worse . Now im forcing it to heal by applying different types of eyemo . But still did not works . Tomorrow i got CIP , Ohh Damnn with my eye getting infection how should i do CIP ?

Before i end , Would like to wish my bestest Bestfriend ,
Haaaaapppy 18th Birthdaaay Faredd Greeno :DDD &&
daah legally siaa ! HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAA(:
Thats all for today , toodles ~

Tired/Fatique

2010-03-04T19:47:00.007+08:00

Mondaay:
Design and Technology lesson was greeeeaaat Overall , took my precious portfolio and went to sit over to Khair and Friend's tabble . Like Madam Chua said , "I buy big and many tables will be no used because you all will still sit and cramped with each other . (How cute).

History :
Was preetty realxing because Madam Sri was not in school , i should say there's advantages and disadvantages . The advantages are , Can talked all the way with Ahmad Faris Ghani and Aisha talking about our freaking saturday's Night . The disadvantages is we really wasted the one hour lesson for not studying History . So , for me its the disadvantages matters most , what a good student Am I . *winkwink

Tuesday:
2 periods of Design and technology lesson as I said now I Loves Design and Tech Lesson , Fyi don't asked me the reason . Simply because I sat with Khair the Stalker (he got alot of cerita to share i Loike) , Firdauss (disturbed him on his copyrighted solutions so fun) and as we talked our hands do move . So , Madam Chua can't scold us . And Khair thank you so much for drawing for me the solutions . HAHAHAHAAHAHAA , nanti aku nikahkan kau dengan BabyHotStuff Okaye . *Evil laughs*
Physical education was tiring and perspiring much .The weather is getting bad to worse , Im sweating so much and I feel like bathing with Ice water everydayy .

Wednesday:
It was Boring and Mundane , skip this .
Chemistry still sucks as Ever .

Thursday:
Sian day , with Maths Standard deviation Retest , Biology and Chemistry Test .
All driving me nuts totally . I don't feel like coming to school tomorrow . I fell weak all over . Tomorrow jogging with Fatin , goddness . I hope can run 5km in 20minutes . No worries , I want jogg happily . Like a Happy cheerful person . Relaxes the mind .

Before end my post , would like to wish ikaaa . Happpy recovering soon (:
And , somehow for you I feels that the love .... I also wish to gone for goods but naturally I dont know what should I say . Omg , I MISS Gan eng seng Cliques ! Serious , Effing alot and Mine Primary Mates ! ~ Where have they been .

Awesome Saturday's ,

2010-02-28T16:00:00.010+08:00

Basically , I Hadd a Super Awesome Saturday Nights . Initial plan was Shopping Ladies and Sheesha-ing . However , Ikaa cliques came by and Join us . Can say We are lucky on that day as if there's is no ikaa Friend that is above 18 , we girls can't get on with the plan .Then meeet up with Ikaa "new friend" around 5 dudes . Ikaaa MAK AYAAAM ! HAHHAHAHAAHAH . I had two puff , and it was Awesome . Okaaaye , Not addicted to it . Went to blogshop nearby Haji lane and the clothes was freaking nice and gorgeous .

After a long time of stop enjoying myself and now started with the Old enjoying Attitude makes me Feels so good and Contented . Saturday Nights is Totaaally Awesome for my Weekeends thanks to Aishah , Ikaaa && Eenaa . Can't further post on how Happy Am I . Toodles Dude's ;

I wish to Rewrite my past ,

2010-02-25T00:25:00.010+08:00

" You once told me about a guy acting desperately towards you . But now , whose the despo one , BITCH ! Stop making my life Miserable . "

From what you have quorted above the first sentence is preety meant me because I remember that I have share the things with you . Somehow it bothering me so yeah , I did asked you about it but then you won't even care to reply back . What does this shows ? Am I in the wrong ? Yes to you , but to me . I'm not , I just can't figured out that you said " I Make Your Life Miserable." If you're saying that , Is it I stop you going with someone ? And did I go and make you suffer ?

Since when I make your Happy-go-Lucky Life turns out to be the Miserable Life that you said ? I thought that you've always been happy and enjoying yourself . And if you could define the word bitch properly , then read up the meaning again and again .I'm not mad to you , but please I Totally Hate people called me Bitch . Its not just a word , but by the way you said its totally Sarcastic . I seriously can't get over with your sarcas words . And Ahmad , What you said are right but people tends to get the fact right before anything else . I'm not saying that you're wrong but eventually everyone is not patient like you . To me , its not just a bunch of words but a Bunch of Insultness . I hope you really get what I mean . I didn't expect that you called me Bitch , I felt that you're looking on my Self esteem . Telled me , which girl would Happpy if there's someone that called them Bitch . Telled me ? So are you telling me that those times when we're together you feel so miserable , Full-thumbs up to you .

I did not expect that once this will happened to me , Although it happened why must we fight ? After we both gone separate ways , why we can't be friends and Talked in an normal way ? Did you really want us to be enemy ? I don't want that .
Fyi : I'm not prepared to accept the things you say about me. And before I end this post , I would like to say to(insertname)
thank you so much . Last question I wanna Asked ,

So , Now Are you contented ?

2010-02-21T02:42:00.009+08:00

Bloghopper/Friend's/Bestfriend/Cliques ♥ , Miaming for A Moment .
I want Taste The Feel of Awesomeness . Imma A Haaaaaaaaapppy Girl Everyday , Fyi Don't asked me why .

I just can wait to Rock on the Paarrty ~

Y Everyone Falling's ,

2010-02-20T10:53:00.003+08:00

Everything started to go &&
Everyone is Falling 's , Why is it so?

for myself

2010-02-15T09:31:00.013+08:00

I have numerous Sleepless Night's . Yesterday its like from 12am to 4am in the morning I keep tossing in my bed . The thing that keep me awake from this is I keep thinking about your personal message and it bothers me I should saay . Before anything I'm not obessed over something . I feel like there's something That I have to know . I'm not quite sure what it is but This is what bothering me .

How should I know this if I don't want to asked you nor asked people for helped?
How should I know if that personal message is meant for me or someone else ?
And how should I know if I keep ignored it ?

Ohh my godd , the ugliest nightmare . Causes me to have sleepless Night . To make this nightmare gone , I told myself to just Forget everything and get on with everything now . However , I can't do it . I can't do it .
I wish i could be strong to let everything gone for goods. Right now , I just want nothing and enjoyed every minute given .

I'm happy right now because partially I have getting on to concentrate more on getting good results for N's ,thats all .

here and there

2010-02-12T03:10:00.011+08:00

I'm Waiting , I'm Waiting ,Finaally Test are All Over so do School . Holidays for 5days straight . Kindda too happy for it . However , hols are supposed to catched a good rest whereas I just got to know my Design and Tech have to start all over , Kindaaa pathetic because obviously its a Long way Project to start all over . Pelan -pelan confirm can catched up , I dont think so Teacher's . Spending the Holidays doing all time Design and tech nothing but only Design and Tech , ouh my gord so Saaad . Lets do it for Once and get on very Well then everything would not be a problem .

Damn , DamnYesterday Attented the Design and Tech Ilustration for the mechanicals , However the talked was not even beneficial for me I should say . Madam Siti asked for the person views on my project but then he says its too Difficult to solved . Omg , I was like then I have to start all over Again ? Pathetic , pathetic , Damn Pathetic .

Seek Mr Lee for help and he said just worked on it and sees if there is an artefact that can solve the problem . To easy for you to said though the one struggling is me , Like duuuhhh . Last week and this week is so Unlucky , both week I have been Cursed .Firstly test was all of a sudden for Biology and Mother tongue , I failed both the test by few marks . Mother tongue was worse . Just wonder how chemistry ,History and Social.Studies test goes . A total of 5 test a week , woaaah struggling much and this "From one hundred percent drops to five percent , should I be thankful ?" I think I should .

If I were to do it , means you're no Longer important to me
Xoxo .

Finally , Im settling down Very Well .

2010-02-11T21:07:00.002+08:00

AishaRaimi *Makcik-Pasar-Bila-Melayu-Class*
Haaaappy Sixteen Birthdaaay , Waaa dah Sixteen Nampaak .
Anyway Enjoyy 16 ! (:
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

this "Hope"

2010-02-05T21:23:00.006+08:00

Something that makes me realised that I 'm not like what you describe back in those days . Like you said this but actually you didn't mean at all with your own personal words . What exactly has been happenning ? I don't know , buut I really wish to know . Everytime , when something have got to do with me or an object never did i failed to know what it is . But for you , I can't even hafal your mind . Followed by it , how will i be able to read you in your mind ? You're so freaking nonsence in times to came by .

Ohh god, can't you even make something goood that blessed me almost each time and at least let me enjoy A Very Simple Joyness in mind ? I don't want like its for a months or days or week . I want like an everlasting thing ever . You leading a Awesome Life and I'm Jealous of it . But i told myself , its whether you want or dont want . Bestfriends suggested that I should do this to forgo eveything however , things have been lately smoothing in process. So far , I really want to forget everything and starts Afesh ahead . I must really admit that I am Seriously tired and Fatique . But seeing you online , I really have the ugre to right click on the mouse and asking you how was your daay and telled you how much I loved to meet youu up whenever you got time .

I just gotta saay that You're mine Awesome 2months partner that I ever hadd . I 'm tired of doing things to make everything looked so perfect . I am very sick of doing because its was aall hopeless . After everything gone , I found myself standing weak on the ground however I didn't really weaken myself . I try ways and thoughts to forget the memories with you and Moving on by getting to know many new faces . However , I'm totally at the least happy because I do realise that everything takpaya just you , it can be just anyone or anything . Valentines are coming and i have like got 4 people to meet of all different faces .I'm not preetty sure whether i should go . But , whats wrong meeting ? it might be the best for me .

However I'm just sixteen to oversome all this slowly but I find it so hard . WHatever it is , I really want everything to be at ease . Amenn .

.

2010-02-03T22:53:00.009+08:00

Fareeeeed Greeeno ; I MISSS YOUU PIG .

Design and Tech Online With Shalini ;

Chemistry Lesson Online With Shalihinn ;

Basically Its school week , however as usual homeworls are piling . Chemistry Homework is freaaking Nonsence because I can't answered it at all . Thank fully , shalihin was in the Good Mood that he help half of it . If not for him , I would be struuggling till now . Whenever there's chemistry , I will asked this guuyy . He's the Lifesaver for mine Chem . Thannk youu Mannnn ! (: Youu owned me Avenged Sevenfold Song 's (Solo) dont forget .

As for Design and Tech , I have left with not much time . Seriously , I 'm Swear I'm struggling Very very Muchh . Other Design and tech student have now starting Product Analysis but I have not even done the Personal Research . I'm Gonna Die soon ):
How I wished that I could really sit down and Do mine Portfolio with Good housekeeping and full detail . I must reaLLy take my hat off Shalini . Hers is far more better than anyone , serious . I loves the way she did her work so good , so detailed and not to forget so Neat . I really hope I will take more time to looked more on DnT rather than Facebook , tagged and MSN ! getting addicted , must kick this frealy habittt .

As for todaaay I want Thanks Alot to Shalihin for really spending the time to telled the answers for Chemistry soorry if i was like so nuisance . I just realised too that wheneevr I got stucked , this popiah will surely helped . I feels so indebted about it . Andd too Shalini thanks once again for the Design and tech . Tysm ; okaaaay Gonna catched some sleeeep nowww .

45 things ;

2010-02-01T20:42:00.004+08:00

45 things A Girls Wants .

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say ”I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.
16. Always hug her and say “I love you” whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car; it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything but only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her; if she denies something being wrong, it means she doesn’t want to talk about it. So just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of other girls you know.
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. Don’t cheat on her.
28. Take her anywhere she wants.
29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work (or school), and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you, too.
32. When you are alone, hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If shes upset, comfort her.
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart. Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hands.
40. When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to
her face and kiss her while sitting on her.

I Like Youu because I found those Qualities in you . Of a Gazilion I Choosed You , Because I Knew you will be the One that gives me the Joyness and Bickering - ness . However , things get corrupt . I won't be able to enjoy my Life without you Leading me behind . The ones who always Adore me for whom Am I , the only Ugly-Character that have in me and The one that Light's my Life with your Sweet addicted words .
Can Valentine's be the Awesome-iest Daaay for Me ?

you're totally not Geeek ,

2010-01-31T22:53:00.008+08:00

Why am I so Stupid and Dummb ?
I actually did not know whats happening in everything . Roller coaster ride is so Fvucking Suuuuucks I should saaaay . I Hate being the Loser but actually I'm the Loser . Can't life get better for me andd going well and Totally well . Should I Just curse youu andd Tell myself that youu Deserve it . Its Ain't no More 1 but its 3 , No I should say more than 5 in total . Ohh Well , Did someone Curse me to have this Roller Coaster Ride Life ? I must say that I Totally dont want this Freaking stupid Ridee .

However , in the past I tends to Forget everything and Forgive everyone in the end I'm at mine Losing endd . If only things could be better , I would not be remosing much . I daydream in the noon followed by in the nights but still Nightmare are the Worse of all . It Keepp coming I thought it was totally not True but somehow slowlly i realised that it came True . Your Style ; Your Acts , Your Attitude better than others . But seems Now everything you think is Actually Cool , to mine thinking . Its totally not the real youu . You went hiding . You wishes to be the Best ; the Geeeeeeek but actually all above is not whaat you're really are .

Why can't You , Be The Real Yoouu when I have Known in the past late October ?
The one that Rocks my Life with your Lame-iest Jokes ?

By all means ; do everything with Full gracious Heart . All I ever Know Thatt , you Aint No More the Guy I'm Counting On .

And there goes Thereafter .

2010-01-27T22:42:00.013+08:00

The Happiest ; the Fondest ; the Awesomeness .

Save me , Save Me , Save Me , Save Me From
all the Design and Technology Work Portfolio .
&&
Not to Forget , Lets count To the Number of days to 1^Feb !
*winkwink*

A big BOO-BOO to design and tech because each day it wil never Failed to bring me back piles of researches and questionaires . How Long can I really worked hard on this just to aimed good-good marks for this particular subject ? Seriously , all left a big question mark on mine mind . Because the only thing I can think now is , I feel like running away far far away to escape everything . How ridiculous idea can that be ? Whereas this is just the education I'm counting on . Whatever it is , I should just do it and keep on going . Just hoping that everything will paid off awesomely .

While busying with school things each day , I dind't get to meet Best.f Dina andd Gerek GESS Cliques . Because seems that everybody is busy with N level preparation and so on . So yeaah ; Counting to the numbers to 1february . Because on that dayy , everyone is going Huluuu - Hagagagagaga ! HAHAHAHAAH ! I guess so . Efiing missing them . Weekend mum intend to go visit nenek in Kuala Lumpur , I guess I have to start packing . Andd off to Kl fridaay night .

its a Curse .

2010-01-23T12:52:00.023+08:00

the utmost priority ;
Supposinglyy ; I was supposed to be at the Library with Dinaa ; Bibir andd another Zainal andd after library , going sheeshaa planned by That Bananaaa although Im Sick with sore throat . Butt due to this sudden illness I have to Home studyy . Each dayy Homeworks are piling ; and yet it have not beenn started even one although todaay is on weekends . When there's a dayy that "There's no homework for one whole week . Awesome Much Maaann . Random post for noww .

Do youu believe in Karma ? I was chatting someone on messenger andd this someone stated that We should believe in Karma no matter what it is . Whereas I said " I don't believe in karma , period " . I myself don't have the answer why we should believe in karma . Maybe because that particular someone is over-too-supersitious .
Wtv . I always thought that no one is perfect but I think there's should be some misthoughts somewhere here or somewhere in the mindd . Maybe Everyone is not perfect but for some particular thing another someone is Too Perfect . I guess so . Its the wayy people thinks . Non-Perfection is a Curse word but Perfection sounds not too badd .

When there's hope ; there's Happiness .
When there's Luck ; seems that you're Luckky .
BUTTTT

When there's Salts ; Nothing cann make it sweets . Unless there's a mixture of some adequate feeling . Soundd too Ironic uhh ? If youu Actually think through andd did some researchh in mindd everything don't need to be Misconclusion andd Empthiness . Its should be like Haaaaapppy andd Blessfull . However things that we might not thinkk is unpossible for all that turns out its Possible for all this . How Fragile can it be ? Its so Fragile tht I hadd just realised . Admiring the night with youu is the Bestest andd Fondest thing . However I guess there's certain dont's and pron's in the mindd of "Perfection and Imperfection" in eachh of our mindd of feeling .I always asked myself why do people wanted so much a time machine too processed in this daylight of the centuryy . But I found the answer to mine questions . Time machine may sounds Weirdo buutt its actually a gooddd Treasurer thing to have in this late centuryy . It maaay resolve all the Salts .

I have shared whatt i Have in Mindd ; whaat about yours ? Supposingly; todaay there's First class drill training but I did not turn out for it . However mine is the specific reason up to why I had never went for the training this morning .
I dont believe in Karma ; Period .

2010-01-20T20:12:00.008+08:00

Each dayy Homeworks are piling up especially Design and Techh . Gosh ; Luckily Ikaa weennt to mine rescue and help some of it . Thaaaank youu . Todaay chemistry got some basic chemical equation andd I swear I dind't Know how to do it . A thing about is chem Is nothing Knowlegable to me .

Date withh Pisang ! (:

2010-01-17T00:54:00.012+08:00

Ben&Jerry for today's Self studying .
Did some Catching Up with Best.F Dinaaa ; Shalihinn ; Hariz ; Ahmadd ; Hadi and Hariz Girl-friends . The " Most Important 3 Guyy " are an Hour Late . Came like a Populaar Superstarr .* . Manages to finished upp Maths Qumulative Frequency andd Malaaaay Workbook . Thankk godd because there's lessen burdenn to do for Other Assignment .I'm Left with Design and Technology Image Board andd Englishh Comprehensionn . Andd having Done it for tomorrow ; All assignmennt Have Been Done . THUUUUUUUMMMMBS UPP Baybeeehh ! (: Having Finishing Homework at the Library ; me andd Best.F Dinaa weennt for ourr Lunnchh . Unfortunately ; Theyy superstar not coming alonng .
Ice Kacanng Takk sedaap for Hariz Cliques whose is there Earlier .
Having said so mucch ; over the Lunch Dinaa Planning for Sheesha-ing witth the Usual Gerek People . I don't think i need to list dowwn who are theey Because later theyy Kembanng pulaaa . So maybe not so Soon for Sheesha-ing Beramai-rammaai .

Two Wordds to describe for Todaaaaay ~
Gerekk Sekaaaaali ! (:
I hadd Totally Great Timeee with Dinaa Pisang Gorenng todaaay . I should saay Laughter of the Daaay is Me because I Can't stopped Laughting seeing dinaa doing Suchaa Craaazzy Accct . Youu Rocck Bayybeeh . Thought Popiahh wouldd came then All camwhoring would be complete but he did not came to Meet us so what did we expect ? Nothingg . The next time Keluaar i guess is Meeting up with Rafi Rafael for some catching up andd not forgetting withh Syed Muhammed Shafiqq . Maybeee I Think ; if not Packed with things . Hope everything cann Shift around for Later in times . Ohhyaaa; I keeeep thinking of Dinaa words tht she toldd me and I guess I Agreed with herr . At first i thought Dinaa is wrong to judge him but then when I flashing bacck andd look more into the situation ,i think I have just known him for who he is . Not the Mask tht cover himm anymore . What mucch can we really saidd dinaa ? Theey will take it as Bullshit .

I just wanted guys to know tht Girls are not the Toyy Plaay tht cann Played and Dummp anytime . Girls are humans . Dinaa brazeee upp I'm sure there's something can changed the "Like" thing . Insyallahh ; All went smoothly but not in awkwardddlyy .
Cheer upp Pisangg Gorenng ! (:
Andd to Uncle Zainal Son ; " Youu sayy want come ? but thenn you neverr go . Apaaa daah if not cann Godeh-gideh your DSLRR . Better next outing youu come ; I felt in Love with DSLR Cameeeraaa ~

Maybe I need a Break .

2010-01-10T23:25:00.006+08:00

I have been Browsing thhru people's Bloggy and just realised that They Loses their Soulmate so called Future LifePartner for now should sayy ,, How Saddenning . I remember once when Best.f Soffi had gone thru this also . He shared his Experience and thoughts ; the Mann that nver always try to Cheer me up whenever Times are downn . Best.F Sufi I Loveeed youu Mannn ~ Let me list few things that He shared his love story and i must say He's quite Likeable butt Heartless too . It may not be a Professial Speaker but there's truely a Thing youu cann learned from it .

Not Mine ; But His .
At first when I saw her ; I thought everything is gonna changed if she wilingly to spend her life with me . Each day has a Meaning for me to went to school for educationn ; to me she's my inspirational of the days and for the upcoming too . Days has become months andd finally I Have decided to take she as my mine Life prtner . But when I think back, I'm havinng second thoughts. As i know that we both shared the same feels and affection for eacch other ; the girl bestfried knew that she is waiting fior this andd ready to heared andd acceppt willingly . What apity,, Bst.f Soffi having phobia all over and selfishly hurt people Feeling without noticinng at all . I still remember when we first meet and contact . Back then i think its all Lovee at First Sight . We bacame close friends ; we shared no secrets ; we spend time together like there's no tomorrow andd bothh knows that "you're mine Crush and I'm your crush . When One particular day , I started to liedd to her and spend utmost of my time with someone new in my life . I started to lied to her ; annoyyed andd spendig the least time with her . I feel like I wanted to Run away from her Not because she sucks but because ; I'm the Selfish Freaak . No matter what ; the Things between me and her is the Bestest I told myself . I intend to Avoid her , I did not reply her Textes ; Msn chat and meeting up . All i told myself; I don't have the courages . Courages , courrages . I'm being totallly selfish and heartless to her . Till one fine dayy ; we hadd a talk to talk . Bestf Soffi spilled the beans thru Msn chatting . The girl may look as brave as it is but actualy deep inside they are bleeding profuselyy .

The girl keep telling herself why and why and whats happeningg . However ; she came by the words "Eveything Changes ; Everyone Changes". She understand the meaning andd told herself to move on to better life and wanted no revenge in return . She said Life is hard to come by but I persevere andd i think I DIDDD ITTT ~ She just said ,"Evenn if you're changing can't youu atleast told me the truth ? I asked youu this and that but youu replied one words . I may not be the one who cann say this but I must really let it out ; You are looking for Womenn with perfection . But let me tell youu this ; Youu did this to me fine Its Okaay . But in times to come ; I just wishh youu Simple Happiness . I hope that youu will get your Dream Girl with totally Perfection all over . Best wishes *

Thats all that Best.F Soffi shared with me about his life story . Lastly he quoted this "Everyone Changing and Eveything Changing too ".Let it went Smoothly . I typed it all so Long ; Stop here . Best.f youu don't scold me tht you're secret has leaked out by me .
hehhhhh~

Over Everything .

2010-01-06T20:17:00.006+08:00

I feel like everything is at Ease . I realised that certain prior things are more important than those Lovey Dovey thing.
Lovey Dovey things gives too muchh obsession and possesion I should say . I felt that lives can be nuch more Meaningful . How should i put into words ? On occasion ; there's misunderstanding andd fitnahh . I think everything happens Occasionally have a thing behind it . How much disastrous it is ; youu can't changedd a thing . Dont youu think so ?
I just told myself again and aagainn that its not for me to decide how my life journey go and i realised that I have to carry thing slowly and Lightlyy . To put it simpler ; I'm totally don't understand whats happening . I must say that Bits by bits evertything is gone for Goods . And i think i should say preety Awesome . Becus i remember someone told me its not your loss and stuff and its his loss . Forget the past tense . Its no longer the Okayy , im sure enough you're my C - - - - .

Its now the thinkings about all these things before saying tht you are this andd you are that . Its the time for the Present to run slowly and awesomelyy .
Spared me the Shivers ;
I have been feeling there's butterflies flying thru my stomacch since Madam Chua Lecture's . Monday is the day I'm having hard time for DNT . Im left with 3days to practice 3d and Orthographic drawings . I wonder whats the theme foer this year badge . Hopefully its Managable for me .
Praying hardd it won't be too Stressing . Amenn .

miraclelously .

2010-01-03T17:32:00.003+08:00

Todaay its been one month since eveything happens but its Changes alot i must say so .I seems to remember that the day youu said this and that . But Everything its said ; Its all fake and unreal .I Should say its not mine nor its not yours fault however the nature are Cruel Than it is . It looks so Fake ; Because all youu wanted is Perfect . Don youu agree ? I have not heard that everyone is perfect livin on the same earth as us . Because god don't make everyone special ." Its not my Loss".

Finally 15th ;

2009-12-31T17:54:00.004+08:00

Waiting for birthday to falls is like waiting for the fruits to bear ; what do i expect ? Its 31december not 1th of january . ~HHEHHH .
I would like to extend greatest gratitude to those who wishes me on the night sharply at 12pm . Not to forget ; Huggies and suprises . I think its the most memorable birthday year I Hadd . Basically how youu spend the Countdown todaaay ?
Don't youu agree that spending the Countdown to endd 2009 is blessed with someone youu wish to .
~hehhhh ~ Pisang says its Nonsense . Apaaa dahh .

Sorrry .

2009-12-17T14:51:00.000+08:00

Will update Sooonnnnnn ; Lappy was confiscate .

Tomorrow off to Barbequee ~
taggy replied soonnn(:
soooryyy .

Awesome Bbh .

2009-12-09T23:58:00.001+08:00

It's been ages since i meet up my Old Mates ; I think so uhh . Everyone looks so different ,, changed for the better I guess ?
Did some cathching uupp with upp . Twitlight Movie Marathonnn except for one particular guy (Abbas) wasted it money and went to sleep in the cinema . Butbut Thanks for accompanying me to the toilet ,, Dina GORENG PISANG SO LAZZZY . Sorrrrrry ! Abbas your Torchlight so the useless leer ; trust me the light can't even shine in the darkk .I SO UNGRATEFUL PULAAA .
~HEHHHHHH ~
Kentucky Fried Chicken for Dinner ,, andd did some cathching upp with Abbas Girlfriennddd . Dinaa Pisang remember or not the Cruise thing ! ? Can't it be working ? Youu know ; I knoww babehh !

Ohhhh .

2009-12-02T02:17:00.007+08:00

Finally its 2december2009 I knew the truthh . Anxiously wanted to know why and here it is . I got to know it ; feel it andd love it . Youu told me and i was grateful because after days of being a stupid person I finally know the truth . No matter how suckish it is ; Life has to go on . Yeaah ; Have an Endd mind . Called me Egoist ; irritating or hurt youu . Called what youu want the thing that I know is I have accept the fact and its Pure . When people say they love us and will be there whenever the time is . Its all a Bullshit po . Okay lets not make it so badd ; its atrocious . What things are really sensitive to me is I hate being sympathised by others it makes me feels that I'm a loser or something . With all those days of remembering the past ; I think of ways to forget it because it would be better this wayy and its Pure . The truth is Pure .

I Loves The truthh ; Dinaaa Bananaanaa youu roccckk ~ The thing left a big question mark (insertname) is my future love ? Fortunately; I don't wish to Minglee . Andd for youu ; boys and girls are humann . But girls are heart are fragile . Thats what Dinaa have always remind me . I know youu too well bestfriend . Youu never failed to light up my life whenever things happened atrociously in my life . Thankk youu ♥

Future Loveee ?
I Don't wish to Mingle for nowww and I promised that . Ohhh myy ; feeling so baaad . People neeeds courages to telled the truth now Let me think . Courages is courages but youu won't realised it could deepen the Situationn . the memories no need to be remembered . thank youuu . Lastly; thanks for making me feel like a dumpp . Don't Worry I have Move On Jovially .