I have numerous Sleepless Night's . Yesterday its like from 12am to 4am in the morning I keep tossing in my bed . The thing that keep me awake from this is I keep thinking about your personal message and it bothers me I should saay . Before anything I'm not obessed over something . I feel like there's something That I have to know . I'm not quite sure what it is but This is what bothering me .

How should I know this if I don't want to asked you nor asked people for helped?
How should I know if that personal message is meant for me or someone else ?
And how should I know if I keep ignored it ?

Ohh my godd , the ugliest nightmare . Causes me to have sleepless Night . To make this nightmare gone , I told myself to just Forget everything and get on with everything now . However , I can't do it . I can't do it .
I wish i could be strong to let everything gone for goods. Right now , I just want nothing and enjoyed every minute given .

I'm happy right now because partially I have getting on to concentrate more on getting good results for N's ,thats all .