Something that makes me realised that I 'm not like what you describe back in those days . Like you said this but actually you didn't mean at all with your own personal words . What exactly has been happenning ? I don't know , buut I really wish to know . Everytime , when something have got to do with me or an object never did i failed to know what it is . But for you , I can't even hafal your mind . Followed by it , how will i be able to read you in your mind ? You're so freaking nonsence in times to came by .

Ohh god, can't you even make something goood that blessed me almost each time and at least let me enjoy A Very Simple Joyness in mind ? I don't want like its for a months or days or week . I want like an everlasting thing ever . You leading a Awesome Life and I'm Jealous of it . But i told myself , its whether you want or dont want . Bestfriends suggested that I should do this to forgo eveything however , things have been lately smoothing in process. So far , I really want to forget everything and starts Afesh ahead . I must really admit that I am Seriously tired and Fatique . But seeing you online , I really have the ugre to right click on the mouse and asking you how was your daay and telled you how much I loved to meet youu up whenever you got time .

I just gotta saay that You're mine Awesome 2months partner that I ever hadd . I 'm tired of doing things to make everything looked so perfect . I am very sick of doing because its was aall hopeless . After everything gone , I found myself standing weak on the ground however I didn't really weaken myself . I try ways and thoughts to forget the memories with you and Moving on by getting to know many new faces . However , I'm totally at the least happy because I do realise that everything takpaya just you , it can be just anyone or anything . Valentines are coming and i have like got 4 people to meet of all different faces .I'm not preetty sure whether i should go . But , whats wrong meeting ? it might be the best for me .

However I'm just sixteen to oversome all this slowly but I find it so hard . WHatever it is , I really want everything to be at ease . Amenn .